broken hearted fool

its been so long, so sad inside
who do i get to blame?
i am hurt that i am shutting down
we are together but then a world apart
have we lost it?
do we get to survive 'til the end?

its hard yet no words come out
its harder still cuz you act as if you don't care
the more that you ignore, the more that i become a stone
inside its crushing, its bleeding.

would have wanted to turn things around
would have wanted to go on and keep it alive
but is it all worth it?
or it is easier letting go?

i know i can.
i know i will.
its like jumping off a cliff..the second time around.


It is the end of February...i know, Valetine's Day is over but then why do we celebrate love only on the 14th? March is just around the corner, i will be very busy by that time so i am finishing this piece to honor my love in case if ever i forget..(how sad).

Anne Curtis in Cebu!

Wow! Anne-bisyosa will finally be here this coming March...and her concert will be held in Waterfront Lahug, Cebu City...who knew right?

Who would have thought that everything that she has been dreaming about will materialize?...i always hear Anne say that DREAMS DO COME TRUE! Does this apply to everybody too? The singer-wannabes? like me?wahahahaha! its a wild thought but yeah i am also a frustrated singer like Anne..but yeah lets face it..Anne Curtis is Anne Curtis right? Whatever she thinks of doing..may it be serious or just for fun..people just love her and adore her.


And what is great about Anne is that she is not pretentious and so trying hard that she can become a very great singer..as i quote her "I AM NOT A SINGER BUT AN ENTERTAINER".
She knows where her limitations are and she makes fun of herself...everything becomes FUNNY! AND YEAH DAMN ENTERTAINING.


am SOOOO looking forward to her concert...hope to be there too.

IT IS HERE! SINULOG 2012!

After new year What i really most look forward to is SINULOG and even while celebrating and waiting for the new year to usher in ..where we prepare for our media noche and dancing to the music...once in a while the SINULOG BEAT comes along..you that very familiar beat of the drum that we so love to dance..and then you know it is coming.

This year however, SINULOG 2012 is a bit early compared to last year so CHEERS to all the Cebuanos, the Devotee and ALL OF US WHO LOVES SENYOR STO. NIÑO!

While we wait for the grand parade and the fiesta...the locals can really enjoy the festivity more with less crowd..because the street parade and dancing starts early within the week...and if you hate the crowd...come out to the street to watch the opening salvo, the parade of the dancers like SINULOG SA KABATAAN, SINULOG SA LALAWIGAN, SINULOG SA DAKBAYAN...less crowd and plenty of room to roam about the city of Cebu.

Here are some of the shots i got a last week!ENJOY!pit SENYOR!

Its been A WHILE! nOW cHRISTMAS IS coming!

HELLO HELLO HELLO ALL!

I know its been months since i last made my blog entry..to be honest i just lost a little interest in blogging and yeah its getting monotonous trying to review all the shows that i watch in ABS-CBN and everywhere else when you guys know it already..its like retelling it again and again....blah blah blah.


But on a serious note i would like to say CONDOLENCE TO CHARICE for such a great loss...i am pretty sure losts of Chasters are also shocked with the news right?

And what has been happening to KAPAMILYA SHOWS?Anything exciting? BUDOY is fun to watch..its pretty amazing how Gerald Anderson can capture that character of a special child...my children loves BUDOY! and i do too because it shares lots of family values and character formation that are not present in other shows...see that is what i like about ABS-CBN it is their advocacy to teach young children right values and character and how to be a Filipino.


I know that this is kinda late i just want to react on PGT3 winner...i really think that El PEnumbra deserves it the most!

A LITTLE SAD CUZ GUNS' AND ROSES BID FAREWELL

For weeks i have been keeping my mouth shut and keeping my blog silent because i want to take a pause and its like giving myself a breather...hahahaha..but in all honesty i have been crossing my fingers and holding my breath..i could not contain myslef..HOW WILL IT END? WILL IT BE WORTH IT? WILL WE BE SATISFIED? AFTER ALL THE DRAMA?

Well, for a start...everything must come to an end so that another story, another chapter will unfold..right? yeah RIGHT! What about you? Were you satisfied with the ending of GUNS' AND ROSES? Has ABEL MARASIGAN been given due justice? and a SWEET victory TOWARDS THE END? MAYBE...MAYBE...he got REIGN and MARCUS was imprisoned...Don Lucio died too soon...he was not that bad afterall...it was the uncle...is that really possible..to hate your kin so much?


ALL in all i am happy with the ending...but im gonna miss watching the show.


Now, lets go to the PINOY BIGGEST LOSER! Who do you think will be the BIGGEST LOSER?

I have to say this..pardon me ok but i hate that the show is turning MUSHY AND corny...ITS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN AND EXCITING AND whoaaaah..ROMANTIC? Ang Pinoy talaga!

I really hope ARt wins..he deserves it!


By the way, i watched the tribute of MMK lat night...very good..brings back lots of memory...i never realized it until last night that i grew up watching the show..and its been 20 years!

KAPAMILYA PRIMETIME SHOWS UPDATE!

IF you are a true blue KAPAMILYA then you surely are at the edge of your seat every night!

Things are really rolling in to the deep as KAPAMILYA SHOWS are gearing up towards the ending of GUNS AND ROSES and my favorite...PINOY BIGGEST LOSER!


NASAAN KA ELIZA? This new show is fast paced...not your typical teleserye and it has such an intriguing plot that you keep on guessing...and pretty sure we all look forward to every episodes as more of the story is revealed...and all those dirty secrets!

And mind you...after watching the episode of MY BINONDO GIRL last night...makes me want to try out Zeny's recipe of Siomai...believe me at 9.00 o'clock last night i have that sudden urge to go to the kitchen and make the Tasty Siomai..wahahahaha!

Then we come to Guns and Roses...oh how i hate MARCUS AGUILAR and PEPE MARASIGAN! why OH WHY can they get away with everything..how smart can they be? and leaving ABEL so helpless and desperate? oh well...i just have to wait for the ENDING..i am sure ...very sure that ABEL WILL WIN! Right? HEROES always win.


PINOY BIGGEST LOSER! HAZEL IS BACK! What a shocker right? Does this mean that she will compete with Raffy? Oh! the love birds..great! Hazel outwitted all of the other ex-contestants! But i don't mind..everything is fair..so now its the FAB FIVE!

FINAL week and then the first ever GRAND BALL...like the star magic ball?hehehehehe?

WHAT ABOUT YOU? WHO do you think will be the first ever PINOY BIGGEST LOSER? ANY LEAKS IN THERE?

Pinoy Biggest Loser: TOP 4 BATTLES IT OUT TO KEEP THEIR SPOT!

BEEN watching this week's episode of PINOY BIGGEST LOSER because the ex-contestants are making a huge come back...though the TOP 4 is kinda feeling it UNFAIR but then Sharon explained to them the real purpose of the new twist...so as to challenge them more and real strength comes out in how you face again the old opponents..and whoever comes out strong...it will be indeed a HUGE WIN!

AS THE FINALE is nearing and the top 4 getting fitter, the challenges getting tougher and more difficult, this is the part of the competition i really look forward to. Whoever will get the slot 5, i am sure it will not be an easy task. I would have loved ALLAN to see on the finale..he is such a huge threat to the top 4 that he opt to vote him out when they got the chance!

I still am rooting for ANGELA, as the only female survivor to face the three men...and to make it this far...she is a force to reckon with..she will not quit!


This is the picture of Angela when entered the CAMP, and boy what difference!



Now that her face is more defined, she is really pretty!

TOP 4:

Art Mendoza, 35, Makati

Angela Lupango, 26, Rizal

Enrique Rafael "Raffy" Tan, 22, Negros Occidental

Larry Martin, 36, Camarines Sur

JUNIOR MASTERCHEF PINOY EDITION: SEAFOOD CHALLENGE FOR LAST BATCH!

ANOTHER reason why i love SATURDAYS..its because of JUNIOR MASTERCHEF!

In their episode last night...the final batch was challenged to with SEAFOODS!

Oh boy...i so envied the shrimps and the crabs...how i wish i was there to grab my share too..and here i am thinking that i am a good cook myself. Those kids really can cook and create such impressive seafood dishes. I am really impressed!

What was your favorite seafood dish last night? Me? SHRIMPS, SHRIMPS AND MORE SHRIMPS, second is the KUNONOT NA PAGI. My dad can cook LINARANG NA PAGI..we call it here KIAMPAW in Cebu and there are techniques to master so that the foul smell of PAGi will disappear and really it is a difficult dish to execute. So TWO THUMBS UP again to those kids...even those who did not make it to the top 30.




When it comes to cooking...i have like TONS AND TONS of things to learn and THOUSANDS OF hours to practice in the kitchen.

So looking forward for next week!